hhggggggggggggaaaaaaaaaaaaa (softly)

"hhggggggggggggaaaaaaaaaaaaa (softly)"

an extra copy of the psychocandy vinyl showed up in the mail today.
it was a terrible and stupid paypal accident
but it is in better shape than my other copy
(smooth un-played black plastic, infinite death-metal-like blackness)
so i might give 'other copy'
to ex girlfriend.
seems inappropriate somehow.
but i know she wouldn't mind having one.

learned final cut yesterday. want to make some kind of VHS sensual film.
that would be really nice. if i did that.

might work on advertising projects.
making a Canadian PSA about hockey.
seems disingenuous.
yesterday, the teacher for that class asked 'Erik do you do heroine?'

i said 'no' and felt weird.

going to try to stay out of the bar tonight, unless invited.